Why not?
Since we don't actually celebrate US' Independence Day, so I created my own fireworks.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Celebrating Fourth of July.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Watashi wa meru dess. This is what I do.
Just for update, plus preview of the recent outing/camping trip at Melohom Bay, Pulau Gaya, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah.
Ok, forget about the update. Enjoy the preview.
- Insects. Mating. X mark the spot. <-apa la.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
[silent words]
Death. That's the beauty of life. I could say this now. Acceptance. But when we lose someone that we love; words and conforts have no meaning. Inner strength and religious belief is only a guidance. The world goes unfair. Regrets.
Right now I'm in the weakest state of mind and strength. But I'm powered by God, friends and family. I have plans, I have wishlists. I could be happy, I could be like this. Today I went out, I took photos, I worked, I paint. This is what I did.
Happy Father's Day. I pray to God for my father's health. He needed it.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Are we going to?
Still not feeling well. My mind tells me that I got ammonia poisoning. *happy*
*sot*.
Still struggling to finish up the wedding DVD, but sempat lagi doing side-quest - Melohom: You're gonna miss this slideshow. Please visit http://o2c-family.blogspot.com/ for info.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
[unstable]
Maybe I have to fake a smile to make the world better.
Ok, maybe I just have to fake a smile so that everyone is happy.
But I'm sincere when I smile.
Because I seldom smile.
I'm sorry.
Something is wrong with my body I can feel it.
Body temperature is high, I sweat a lot.
There is a time when I spaced out, numb, trying to think of something to think about.
My mind didn't go blank,
can't explain it...
but, feeling like I'm trying to concentrate on something that is not there.
Maybe I'm infected by the Hyena Flu.
Good thing it is no such thing like Hyena Flu.
Now I'm starting to hallucinating.
I don't do drugs, didn't even believe in medicine from hospital.
Alcohol no longer compatible with my blood system.
...but of course nobody believes me.
I only drinks because I respected my friends.
Maybe I should fake enjoying the drinks so that everyone is happy?
Was they happy or did I just hallucinating again?
Today before I get out from office I've been watching the ceiling outside.
The birds are dominating the area.
One bird catches my eyes.
It was black, it was still.
It been watching.
I have to get it out from my mind before they put me in straitjacket.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Beezzy Bees
Just a collection of bee-shot. This one is from Outing S-004 series (Kinabalu Park-Mesilau). Since the lighting was too harsh and incorrect white balance, the photos was a bit off the colour.

All in a day job.
Bees is a delicate creature. Let them do their job. Love them for the flowers.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
[Wake Up: II]
Reality and science does not always romantic. That's why we needed fantasy, novel, sci-fi, anime and comedy to spice-up our life.
Maybe my (downloadable) wallpaper below does tell you something, maybe it not. Whatever it is, feel free to make your own interpretation.




















